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ohhh livejournal, its been soo long.
last night was crazy. i was supposed to go to see war of the worlds, but by the time my ride came it would of started already. so i went to alicias. sarah and kristi were there. alicia stole her moms car for like 10 minutes but she pussed out and just stayed in her alley. ahhaah and she hit a trashcan when she pulled back in.
ANYWAY.. dougy picked us up with semola and we went to ben beahms house. him and his family are in new mexico hahaha so we just chilled in his backyard. it was nice..we sat there, drank, and talked about random things. samee olld same olddd.
soo then when i got home my brother wanted to go to country farrrms to get jones soda. so i went with him and his little friends on our bikes. ahahah that was a funny site. i cant remember the last time i rode a bike, let alone being drunk. ahahah..
then later on alicia and sarah came back over after they snuck out to go in bens hot tub. hahaha they both had to sleep on my bottom bed. and i think alicia went in the corner to sleep.
ughhh...this entry was pointless but im bored and im going to get taco bell..
:)
[[annnnnd..my heart is in ohio]]
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[01 Feb 2005|11:09pm] |
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fuck.
today i went to the hospital to check this thaaannng out in my tummy. when i stand for a long time i get dizzy so it was hard for me to walk everywhere. i just wanted to go back home and lay in MY bed. but anyway..the doc thought the ball was a hernia at first...but then when he pressed it down, it disappeared! hahaha he was being a cornball and started claiming he was a miracle worker. when it popped back up he told me it was most likely fat tissue of some sort. (goddamn ensures.) fdgjlddfjdlpoo. so now i have surgery on monday. whoop dee doooo.
now for the good newss...
MEET MY NEW NEIGHBOR!
my little baaaby girrrrls moving in across the street from meeee! its official todayyy : )
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[28 Jan 2005|05:17pm] |
its not about the money we make
its about the passions that we ache for
what makes your heart beat faster
tell me now what does your body long after
i don't care now where we live
its not where, or what, or who we were with
i just need you in my life
so promise me again
when memories fade
we've got each other
when time and confusion collide
singin' i hold it all when i hold you
when friends walk other ways
we've got each other
i hold it all when i hold
i hold it all when i hold you
woah oh, yeah-ah
woah oh, yeah-ah
woah oh
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[26 Jan 2005|01:21pm] |
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willy and cooter keep fighting. its quite annoying but silly to watch.
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[18 Jan 2005|12:22am] |
Stay with me
You're the one I need
You make the hardest things
Seem easy
Keep my heart
Somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
Always keep me close
If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But i cant tell you from the drugs
Don't let go
Well dig a great big hole
Down an endless hole
We'll both go
You're so blind!
You can't save me this time
Hope comes from inside
And I feel so low tonight
If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs
I wish you could see
This face in front of me
You're sorry you swear it you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs
(Ohhhh)
(Ohhhh)
(take me) I need your help
(so far away) To pull me up take the wheel
(take me) Out from me
(so far away) Out from me
(Take me) If only you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) The stranger next to me (To pull me up take the pain)
(Take me) You promise you promise that you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)
(Take me) I wish that you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) This face in front of me (To pull me up take the wheel)
(Take me) You're sorry you swear it you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)
Keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
always keep me close
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[03 Jan 2005|05:50pm] |
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As we crawl up the stairs
Grabbing everything falling down
We rip the shades to see the light
Finding hope in broken life
Just as we see some sky
I turn my head and then I close my eyes
I know that this won't end
It's just finding out the right way to begin
We're finding hope in life
You're my dream tonight
With you I'm falling in love
For the very first time
Crawling up these stairs
Grabbing everything that's falling down
We rip the shades down
To see the sky and all its light
We're finding hope in life
You're my dreams tonight
With you I'm falling in love
For the very first time
(Find my way back, find my way back)
Open up my arms
When you fall in, we're looking up at stars
We're singing a song
We're talking and we're singing our way home
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[21 Dec 2004|04:22pm] |
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today was horrible. i was in such a bad mood and i just kept flasking it out on everyone around me. ha..especially on the people who i dislike (which was interesting)UGH i hate miss santos so fucking much. all she does is whine about how much i complain in her class. but in reality, i just state the obvious. jesus christ...she tells us all to shut up and will tell you if she doesnt like you. OF COURSE im going to say something. today she told me that she "disliked me" so i just told her "?well..i dont really like you either so get over yourself" shaaazam. i was proud of myself at the time but now that i wrote out my "come back" i realized that im just a dumb fuck :)
ANYWAY..
lately ive been living in a dream. i cant seem to wake up and face the fact that everything in my life is perfect. it just seems so surreal. it feels like theres a catch..and at any given moment everything will be taken away from me, once again. im trying to soak up all of the special moments when i feel good about myself because i dont want to take things for granted. which isnt good because i want to believe that ill feel this incredible 20 years from now. my ideal future is what keeps me going everyday.
UGH i just got myself all worked up. i must go complete my english paper! ive been stalling long enough (kiersten...i feel embarrassed for you. whenever i look at mr bo i think of you! hahah)
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tonight i went to smacky-poos to take care of him. he kept shaking. it was freaking me out. i have to babysit tonight. UGGHDLSFJ. nick told me he would come with me and part-ay but i doubt that will happen. hmmm..i oredered 20 wings and ate 10 of those mother fuckaaas. they were delish. oh yea...and mozzarella sticks on the side. mmmhmm..and i chugged a hold thing of egg nog. mmhhmm. yum.
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[12 Nov 2004|07:37pm] |
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i am officially the halo queen. i kicked nick brey's ASS. ahhhh...today was fun. i finally found my smile.
i just finished watching the passion with my mom and brother. she made us because she thought the movie would change our lives. now i see why she said that. oh gosh, it was quite sad. mel gibson is amazing. blah blah...im sure you have all heard this before since the movie came out a decade ago. im always the last one to see evreything.
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